Do You Understand?

Is not a crime! Is a love story!

我说

对不起，我错了。。。

三个字

你日日笑得这麽灿烂 我怎舍得你喊

做小丑我都愿意

爲了搏红顔一笑

从来没有这麽想一件事 原来有这麽一件事

才值得我们留恋

今天为你死都可以

从前有那三个字 天天讲你知

虽然没新意 但有意思

我储埋储埋这麽多诗句

我只想你可以跟我一起笑

从前那三个字 人人都钟意

好不可思议

但是又有几个人真正明白那意思

我只知道 我只想你快乐

趁住人多多讲讲心里话 咁先至值回票价

从此得你知我

任何事都不会怕

从来没有 这麽想一件事

原来有这麽一件事 才值得我们留恋

今天真的为你死都可以

从前有那三个字 天天讲你知

虽然没新意但有意思

我储埋储埋这麽多诗句

我只想你可以跟我一起笑

从前那三个字 人人都钟意

好不可思议

但是又有几个人真正明白那意思

我只知道 我只想你快乐

就算今天不再闯过昨日

我怎麽讲 都无谓

就算今天不再闯过昨日

我愿意等 下去

再等下去

再等下去

从前有那三个字 天天讲你知

虽然没新意但有意思

我储埋储埋这麽多诗句

我只想你可以跟我一起笑

从前那三个字  人人都钟意

好不可思议

但是又有几个人真正明白那意思

我只知道 我只想你快乐

我只想你 快乐

对不起

我现在的心情很不好受
我的心很痛
真的很痛

痛

我开始对我自己没有信心
总觉得每件事都做不好
Even is a very small matter yet i just couldn't get it finish

I hate myself for not getting anything
I hate myself with the jealousy attitude
I hate myself for being lazy
I hate myself that i always break the promises

I HATE ME

我很后悔
我很内疚
我很气我自己
为什么一直想些有的没的

我很努力去思考
我很努力去明白

可是我永远都不会赢

我说

我们永远十指紧扣

I Realize That...

I realize that there's something ugly happening. Yes, i'm not a sensitive person but somehow you will know if you're in a matter. I'm trying to write it as confusing as i can. Haa. I'm BAD!
As a student, we often need to have presentation in class. So, it will be either in group or individually. Hmm... Working with new people is challenging because you don't know their characters and i admit that i bring my emotion into the work. >.< Ya, obviously i am a double layer face person. =.=
When you're a very talented person and your everything is so perfect and fine, therefore, other people will automatically wanted to learn or know more from you. In another way if you're a dumb and sucks, for sure there's nobody will want to get any closer with you. This is so sad in the human living.
Because i'm the dumb!!! Hmm... Well, i'm also a back stepper. Hee.

Today is the shittiest day i ever had in my life! And i will never show my kindness anymore. I'll be bad! Haa!

P.S. - I miss those days with my lung family~ Our mcD in section 14, SS2's pasar malam, Sunway, Mid Valley, Orange's hse, assignment and presentation's days, lung-ing around campus, etc...

I Wish To Have A Long Holiday

Gosh! I need a long holiday now. Lost my breath while climbing the mountain of assignment. =.= I just need a long holiday~ Hmm... Maybe is not a long holiday but at least i need a short one. Hee. Please~ Exhausted brain can't get any best ideas. Haa. =.= I'm so so so so so damn fucking exhausted. LOL.